Germany X depressed Reader - Alone chapter 4

Germany X depressed reader – Alone (chapter 4)

==Reader’s POV==

‘where am I?’ I thought as I stand up from the ground. ‘Am I dreaming’ I keep on walking through the dark. I don’t even know why it’s so dark in here. ‘Am I dead?’ I thought as I keep on walking and walking. I sighed as I sit for the meantime. I closed my eyes and opened them again to see a light, shining. I quickly stand up and run to the light but before I can reached to it, the ground cracked and I fell into the dark pit again. As I fall, I keep hearing those words my classmates would always say to me. Give up! Just die! ‘Who…need me anyways?’ I asked myself.

‘Who am I? my parents don’t care about me…they don’t need me. I’m a nobody and a nobody should die right?’ I asked as closed my eyes. ‘I’m not needed. I don’t have any friends…no one would understand me.’ I thought as I opened my eyes. I saw myself lying in the cold floor, my body’s beaten up badly. ‘this…is my fate..right?’ I asked once again. I smiled and was about to give in to the darkness when I heard a voice, “_____-san, please wake up!!” ‘Wake up…but I’m awake…’ I thought. I tried to give out a response but my voice didn’t come out. “We need you bella!!! Wake up!!”  another voice again. Those voice seems familiar to me but I can’t remember.

“________, wake up. I’ll protect you from now on.” A deeper voice said. I got confused. ‘protect from what? Wake up?But I’m awake!’ I sighed as I ignored the voices and embraced myself. ‘who needs me if everyone despise me…’ I thought. I look up to saw the a light again this time coming closer to me. ‘where will it take me? Heaven?’ I asked as I closed my eyes and let fate decides what’s best for me.

==Ludwig’s POV==

I sighed as the doctors finally bandaged her wounds. I thought she’ll never breathe again, luckily they brought her back again. I looked down at _______. She’s so defenseless, so weak. I hold her hand and looked at her small and fragile figure. I can’t stand to look at her like this. I saw Feliciano, crying beside her in the other side of her bed. He tries to wake her up but to no avail. “I’ll be going home now, Ludwig-san. I’ll visit again tomorrow.” Kiku said as he bowed and left the room. I rubbed her hand and sleep beside her, hoping that she’ll be ok and tomorrow, she’ll wake up. ‘______, I hope you wake up soon.’ I thought as I closed my eyes and let sleep take over me.